Perfect Parents Don't Exist: Forgive Yourself for These 6 Parenting Mistakes
Guilt and parenthood just seem to go together. Maybe you lost control and screamed at your child today, or perhaps you're struggling to give your kids enough-or you might be worrying that you're doing too much. Whatever the cause, most parents experience guilt regularly. I've talked with so many people who were beating themselves up over something they'd done, sure they'd "failed as a parent." But as James Lehman said, "It's not about blame or fault; it's about taking responsibility."
This takes the blame out of the situation and helps parents to focus on the next step. Here are six parenting moves to forgive yourself for-that means putting aside the blame, forgiving yourself for your mistakes or perceived shortcomings, and moving forward with a fresh perspective.
It's normal to feel guilty after "losing it," but there is a silver lining here: you now have an opportunity to model responsibility and problem solving for your child. For example, you can approach your child and demonstrate a sincere apology (taking responsibility). You can also tell her how you will solve the problem more effectively next time (problem solving), by saying something like, "Next time that I get that frustrated, I will walk away and take a break to cool off."
To start being more consistent, you'll need to assess the situation: what areas are you inconsistent in? What causes you to falter with consequences or follow-through? Is it that you're forgetting what you said you would do, or that you are too exhausted hold your child accountable and stick to the limits? Identify your personal obstacles, and then make a plan to tackle them one by one.
A note for parents who are worried they're too permissive: Maybe you feel that you don't set enough limits or that you give your child too much free reign, and her behavior is starting to cross the line. It's never too late to start defining those boundaries. Choose one area to focus on first (let's say it's backtalk) and slowly start introducing more limits into your home life. Decide in advance how you will hold your child accountable if they don't respect the boundaries. Remember that at first, your child may up the ante a bit and try to push back, but stand firm and things will settle down. It's not easy, but it's never too late to start setting more limits or being more consistent.
When times get tough, children really just need someone to listen and to take responsibility and continue to guide them along in a regular routine with healthy and appropriate structure. Children should still have rules and consequences, as well as chores and responsibilities. Do your best to strike a balance and also provide your child with open arms and ears to love and guide them through it. You can't control other people or the world around you, but you can control yourself and how you parent your child. It's always best to focus on what you can control and remind yourself that you're doing your best, and you are enough.
"You're never going to ____________ again!"
"If you don't stop it right now, I'm packing up all of your toys and throwing them in the trash!?
Sometimes when parents get overly frustrated, they reach too far in an attempt to find a solution that will get their child to immediately change their behavior. Most parents have done this at one time or another, which is why "You're grounded for life!" is such a classic (and humorous) catchphrase for parenthood.
First, forgive yourself. No parent is perfect, and we all say things that we don't mean when we're upset or angry. There are a few issues with this type of parental response that you should know about. When you threaten or give consequences in the heat of the moment, the things you say you're going to do are often things you can't realistically enforce. What also happens is that you use words that aren't effective in teaching your child the skills he needs to change his behavior. It also teaches your child that he can use threats in the future to get his way. Giving consequences that you can't (or don't want to) follow through on sends the message that you don't mean what you say; your words will start to be meaningless to your child. Your best bet? Take a deep breath, and stop giving consequences in the heat of the moment. Walk away and cool off, and then later on you can hold your child accountable with consequences that are well-thought out, logical, and meaningful.
On top of never having enough time, does anyone ever really have enough money? For most of us, there are always bills to be paid and expenses that come up unexpectedly. Life costs money and it seems like parents are constantly in competition with others to give their children the most and the best. The best house, the best phone, the best clothes, the most toys, and so on. Often, your child's best friend will have something super cool that you can't afford, and your child will feel jealous and left out. You might feel guilty that you can't buy your child the things all his friends seem to have. One way to think about it is to realize that how you deal with your feelings about this is a choice. You can choose to dwell on it and feel badly, or you can decide to shift your focus. Ask yourself, "what's most important here? What do I want my child to learn in life?"
If you ask me, it's more important that you are teaching your child strong values: hard work, saving money, careful spending, gratitude for what you have, giving to others who are less fortunate. Considering all these things, is it really that important for your child to upgrade to the new iPhone instead of wracking your brain to figure out how you can buy that fancy item for your child, why not help your child think of some ways to earn and save money to buy it himself? Perhaps if he earns a certain part on his own, you can reward his hard work by matching a portion of his earnings. The point is to try taking the focus off of the material things and putting some back on values. Be the kind of parent you want to be, not the kind of parent you think others expect you to be.
The bottom line here is that perfect kids and perfect parents do not exist. Parenting is a learn-as-you-go thing. James and Janet Lehman say to "expect setbacks with progress." We all make mistakes or do some things that we regret, or that are ineffective for our kids. That's okay. The great thing is that tomorrow is a new day-and you can forgive yourself, learn from your mistakes and move on.
by Sara A. Bean, M.Ed.